I lost my son alittle over a month ago. my 2 year old doesn't really know that his brothers gone. he knows who he is but not why he didn't come home. sometimes it is hard sometimes its not so much. i had alot of complications and so did he... although hes at peace and wont be in pain if went to full term and i luckly didnt have to make a choice..the pain is still there. i miss my little bee..