When Life Hurts: Understanding Stepchildren And Disappointment
During dinner on his first date a few years after his divorce, Doug received a text message from his 12-year-old daughter, Danielle: I know you don’t want to talk to me anymore, but I want to tell you something—have fun without me because I’m all by myself now.
After working with stepfamilies for over 15 years there is one truth of which I am sure: Adults in stepfamilies underestimate the loss experienced by children of divorce and how that loss affects their behavior.
On the surface, Danielle’s text message to her father might appear manipulative and hateful. Instead, it should be viewed as a statement of sadness. Danielle was again feeling fearful of another loss. After all, she had already experienced her mother’s infidelity, her parents ensuing divorce, and many other losses that are wrapped up in the disintegration of her family. Why wouldn’t she be hypersensitive to the possibility of another loss?
The sadness of the present was joining with the sadness of the past resulting in feelings of desperation. Restoring safety to her life was her only concern and a guilt-inducing text message was her way of trying to make that happen.
A multitude of losses
Children in stepfamilies have experienced a multitude of losses and difficult changes, and the death of a parent or a parental divorce is just the beginning. These can include:
- Changes in school and church attendance.
- Loss of friendships.
- Change in family’s economic status.
- Embarrassment over the family’s problems.
- Lost contact with extended family.
- Loss of perceived control in life.
- Sharing a bedroom with stepsiblings.
- Learning new rules and routines in the home.
- Changes to the visitation schedule.
- Sharing a parent.
Before the wedding, children of single parents have complete access to their parent; when a parent begins to date (like Doug) or decides to marry, he is essentially asking the children to share him with someone else (and sometimes with the stepparent’s children). To a child who has already experienced great loss, this can be extremely anxiety-producing. I once asked a 7-year-old what it felt like when her mother married her stepfather. She said, “It’s like when a friend knocks you down on the playground and runs off without you.”
Hot and cold
Losses impact how children accept new steprelationships. One stepfather contacted our ministry asking why his 9-year-old daughter was acting “hot then cold” toward his stepmother. One minute she would love to be with her stepmother and the next, she acted as if she wanted nothing to do with her. One reason children act this way is that while new relationships bring many blessings, they also bring losses. This creates confusion in the child’s heart and it shows itself as “hot and cold” responses. Adults must learn not to take this personally and instead hear it as a statement of sadness.
In my book The Smart Stepfamily I show parents the relationship between loss, fear, and resistance in children. Loss brings the fear of more loss, which in turn brings resistance to new relationships (usually within the stepfamily). Let me explain. A child who says, “You’re not my dad, I don’t have to do what you say!” is in part resisting the stepparent’s authority, but he or she is also making a statement of loss and sadness. If we could listen beneath the child’s angry attitude we might hear this:
Dealing with a child’s emotions
Resistance within children resulting from loss often shows itself as either anger, depression, isolation, a lack of cooperation, or in some extreme situations, rebellion. It’s very important that biological parents not allow a child’s depression or anger, for example, to paralyze them from setting proper limits or giving punishment. Even though their sadness is legitimate, a child who learns that yelling or guilt-messages keeps her parent from disciplining, is a child who will never stop using her sadness to control others in her life.
At the same time, however, parents should not ignore a child’s sadness. Be sensitive to it and try to help the child give appropriate expressions of sadness. One response to “you’re not my dad” would be to say:
There is so much going on inside a child that parents often do not hear. Give careful consideration to the losses your children or stepchildren have experienced and try to be compassionate for their hurts.